Post 10. Stress

Good morning followers and wordpress. Last 3 weeks have been hectic, good and bad, but fret not. I am here. I am stressed beyond beleif and to be frank my methods aren’t working at this present time. I am working to be back on track every minute, we will see what the next couple hours bring. My first thought was to write a poem about stress but, that would be lackluster to me. So now I am writing random things for the sake of conversation… or I can give you some updates. This year I am going to publish. Yes! Then I have also almost completed my novella. Then I was able to see my son 3 weeks ago. A lot of happy moments for me. Then some bad but, until I am finished dealing with them, I won’t speak on it. Sorry! 🤥 More effort on my part is needed, so I will give more. I admit I slipped a bit and took things a little likely, life still gave me a haymaker. Other than that, I am alive and well and counting the positives so with that said, hope all of you are doing well, feel free to drop a like or comment, a follow as well! Ciao!

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Post 5. The Homebound Wanderer

A footstep forward, ever closer to home

I know where I must go but, should I make it

Could I do it, my heart says no. I made this journey

But, it isn’t an adventure. There is no purpose,

There is no thrill, there is me seeking will.

Me trying to find, the power to fly, back to my

Abode, where I dwell in solace and in company.

That will and power I find a long the way will be

Worth it. Yes! It certainly will. Until then, I must walk,

Traverse the cities and towns, tread the mountains and hills

Sail the seas and oceans, navigate through my mind.

I wander till I stumble upon my home, where I can feel sane with myself alone.

38th stories the fall

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Well, hello again my followers, passerbyers and WordPress community! This is the 38th post and I have accomplished much this month. I think the months are progressively getting a tad bit better and better. (Lets keep at it!) I wish to tell you before I hit my impending doom with the floor that I will free write a story for my next seven posts. They will be short and sweet maybe. We will see what the mood brings and what my imagination can conjure up aside from my oh so AWESOME NOVELS. Really they are awesome. None released but soon. I plan on working on a short story this July called “White Sea” which will be for free on Amazon (if I can do that), if not then 99 cents I suppose. It is an interesting book that was once a novel but not a series of short stories maybe 5, so you guys can talk about how you hate my writing or simply adore the way I put together multi-facetious elements in prose. For now, I am getting 2 novels done this year, one is near completion, “The Lawyer in the Sand” I am just awaiting the editor to start next week and throughout the month I will be working on the awe inspiring “A Designer’s Obsession: Debút” which will be finished and release for the end of Fall into winter. If I can get my other one done, I will push it to Spring. So. With that said www.facebook.com/omnibuswriting is where you can find the most up-to-date updates. Second being here. Third being my instagram. Fourth being my twitter (doing a horrible job and twittering). So no excuses saying you didn’t know about this awesome guy with an awesome talent writing awesome works! I am still free falling in writing. I think I am doing great. I cheated a little bit with the link and some backspacing. Let’s see some other behind the scenes stuff that my followers will have the pleasure of knowing! I plan on linking this blog to my website, how it will happen, haven’t played around with it yet but it will happen! I am working on my website! Just as soon as my talented artist finishes with it it will be up! A nice trial run, I will publish it for about a day have some people look around test some links and maybe by August first it will be up and running, we will see! Other than that, I am working on another cover maybe pushing it back we will see. A lot of “we will see” but, I do promise I am hard at work not hardly working. I am still soaking up a lot of knowledge and trying to avoid mistakes that I have made. Sort of going with the wind suspended in the air trying to make a plane in turbulence. It is hard and rough but, it is my choice and I am happy with that. I do have a lot of perosnal things going on in my life though that I am stressed about but, I see some convergence and silver lining in the distance. I want to be at the silver lining so I guess that’s why I am stressing. Enough with that! Get to know me! I will promise to keep up with the blogging. I aim to connect with all my followers and soon to be fans. Enjoy guys take care and please don’t be scared to drop a comment or question!

Number 35 and no picture.

Well, it has been awhile WordPress. It has been awhile my followers. I am making strides fighting against myself, procrastination and people. I am winning though. I am almost done putting the finishing touches and edits to my novel “The Lawyer in the Sand.” It’s been a great journey and I cannot await my next project (which I have already started) but more on that a later time. I have my cover almost done, I have my website which is a WIP. My logo is coming along. Something that will capture the essence of Omnibus Writing. I have made strides! The road to your success is not easy and I feel successful already. I am genuinely happy. I think I will post something between now and the release of my book. Right if you haven’t already www.facebook.com/omnibuswiritng is my author’s page if you haven’t already liked it. That is where the book will be, pricing I haven’t decided on it but it will be on kindle and will be released on March 12th, 2016, which is coincidentally my best friends birthday actually

I think that somewhere in someone’s thoughts I have heard the question of how are you though? I am fine. I am a antisocial introvert who actually finds escape in my own mind and I guess video games. I do have a hot girl friend though of whom I love (our anniversary is April 1st. 5 years) I have no family hear in NY that I get to comfortably be around like I want to not that I wasn’t born here or they didn’t live here… I just have one of those family situations and stuff. You understand. I have gotten to reconnect to 2 of them between the last 2 months though! It was a weird and cool experience though I wish to make my presence to them and myself natural enough to be relaxed haha. At this point I am just typing and talking to those who will see and read. By the way as it is my mind now does anyone know a good big screen phone to get? Haha. Thank you for following  me my followers and also the onlookers that actually give my page the time of day! WordPress always a pleasure! Sean Heholt out!

Hitting 30 posts

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This is great that I have been able to hit 30 posts! As inconsistent as it is, I am trying. Hello followers, passer-byers and WordPress! Just want to let you all know that I am about to start my aforementioned plan into my first novel which is in it’s final stages or near final stages. Today I would want to hear from anyone! What are some dreams or things you would have wanted to do but due to life or circumstances you never go to do them? What is something that motivates you? For me as a young buck in this world (I called myself a young buck… I’ve gone crazy) I clearly do not have a clear sense or a mature sense of the world around me since I am talking about dreams but the excuse for me that anyone would cast upon me is that I am an artist. Not true, maybe I am just me! Maybe I don’t want to give up on something that makes me sane in this world of strings, levers and pulleys. This road I walk down may very well be great for me without disaster because I determine how far I will go… is there such thing as unforeseen uncontrollable forces? Of course. Whether the storm my friends or survive the drought or climb that mountain. Satisfaction comes in the form of trying while success comes in the form of achievement. I think discouragement is the enemy, daring attempts and death defying actions are only found in movies. Start you story with “Once upon a time” and let it end with a cliche happy ending that you choose. Let’s make those attempts a reality! So lets talk, I wanna hear from you!

28th post.

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How is Fred’s head able to do a 180 turn? Hello, followers, passer-byers and WordPress! It has beeen awhile and I would like to say thank you for the wait of my return. Today was a good day to write this blog because personally, I had nothing else to write as far as my books and what not. I was also free! NaNoWriMo was great I logged in 13K words but I wrote 23K in total. Not bad for my first time, I would of finished but excuses are for the weak and I don’t think anyone wants to hear those… So I am back. I will rework my schedule as I become more aggressive in my blogging and writing. I will share some of my work, hipe gain more followers and readers. I am writing a book called “The Lawyer in the Sand” if you do not know and it will be done hopefully by the end of January. By then I will have maybe created a blog solely dedicated to my books but for now… If you look up Sean Heholt the author feel free to like my page and even friend me! Again thanks for the wait as well as the support! STAY BLOGGING!

27… Is just a thank you

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Honestly, I reached 100 likes (yesterday) and 20 followers just this morning since I first started posting in August. I just want to say thank you for the support. For those who do not like or follow but see my posts, thank you for giving me a chance! Next time we meet I will draw you in!

Also, for the record I do one day out of the week, dedicate myself to checking everyones content (follower first then likes). I like a good read, I am sorta shy with the commenting myself. Goodluck to everyone out there in WordPress that is where I am in these novice stages and keep your posts rolling!