I am what I am.
I don’t like to talk… unless
We have something to talk about.
Maybe by my standards, maybe just maybe
It leaves a ending that requires more than a maybe
You know. Grounds for more conversation. Maybe.
I don’t want no one around me… unless
We do something… even then that’s not what I want
Even then that’s something I look for
Even then I will leave if there is nothing to do.
I talk to myself internally. Very frequently.
I am smarter than I am. I often challenge my status quo
Of who I think I am. Laughed at by the peers of myself.
The real me just as smart but, the reality no smarter than.
I love a lot but, don’t show much. I love a little less.
Reserved or selfish, the lines are blurred. I am very selfless.
Self is gone when I love. Self is in a safe position when act.
Unconditional maybe, is what I lack. Surround myself with me…
So I can engulf you with me. Just sit there and stay there.
Understand, but don’t mention it. Know, but don’t ask.